i think i wanna start a new blog, *under a new name, called ***, and i can post about Christian things in a controversial manner, i.e. about 'hot' issues, and in a completely authentic way, as in, sans mâcher mes mots u know, and hopefully get ppl to comment.. oh, i would love to interact w ppl about Christian things... yes, i would love that
im gonna start it real soon
hallelujah
*the main idea is that je n'y irais pas avec le dos de la cuiller; je dirais vraiment c'que je pense/c'que j'crois.
ex. - "hi im a hardcore christian, i think most ppl would call me a ***, b/c i have rly strong beliefs n convictions about the world, ppl, life, etc. i believe there is an ultimate truth, n on this blog i wish to be in ppl's face about it all, to whoever wants to hear or feels annoyed enough by what i have to say to comment back, argue, hate-mail me, or for those (and esp. for those) who are hungry spiritually and curious and want to know more, know why, understand, receive, maybe even believe... Christian-already or non-Christian, ça m'est égal (= i don't care), French, English or Spanish (or even other languages actually, except we'll have to find a way to communicate cause these 3 are the only ones i know :) ).. i would love to be in relationship w ppl out there, hallelujah.
Saturday, 15 June 2013
week 1 - day 7
today it's Saturday and i went to the soccer field, where about 20 young men were having a (american) football practice (pretty sure it was the Geegees), all 'torse nu', all sweating and pumping, under the sun, at midday.. i had a wonderful time.
i wrote my 3 pages of string-of-consciousness and loved it.. i prayed for my little bro who doesn't seem to be doing so well emotionally and spiritually and even physically.. i prayed for mom, who's also everythingly exhausted i think, for recovery. (last night i told her to bring a journal when she goes to Haiti's, x) ). i hope they both get better. i trust God will do miracles.
anyways so writing my pages was great..
i realized i would love to be part of a real competitive sports team again, like one that has practices during the week and matches during the weekend or whatnot.. i love the feelings those things bring, i love the extra social life/community it adds to ur life, i love the exercise and the pushing my physical (and mental, gotta say) limits.. mostly i love the 'alive' feeling it all gives me, as well as the feeling of getting better/improving at something.. setting goals.. feeling tired when u're done.. but feeling so good physically.. and that's without talking about the endorphins that make u feel so great mentally/emotionally... ahhhh :).
maybe some day i will go back to school (university) and be able to be a part of the basketball team or sthg.. i thought of joining the running/athletics team when i was in my first year, but u had to get up so early and i could never fall asleep early enough to be rested enough in the morning..
--im realizing this sleeping problem really has stolen much from me.. the devil has better pay back 7 times fold what he took away from me, in Jesus' name.--
anywyas. but i think what i'd rly like is be able to play soccer.. if i could join a soccer team.. and start learning w them.. but only young ppl do that.. i wish i could still do it at my age n in my situation.. but i did have an idea this morning, as i was working out -ish on the soccer field.. (i did a little barefoot work-out in the sun when the guys were done and i was done my journaling, :).) this is it: i thought i could come to the soccer field every once in a while (since i live right next to it) and just practice on my own.. i could look up youtube video tutorials and practice that on my own.. neways we'll see.
but that's the power of morning pages for u; it makes u discover things u would like and expands your life in a way, making u live a happier, fuller, more alive, life.. :)
Thank you God for Julia Cameron, thank you for the Artist's Way, and thank you for morning pages. :). i love u oxo
i also thought of starting a blog where i can store all my dreams and their interpretations. im pretty excited about that.
as well as a blog where i can "count my blessings".. im rly stoked about that one too. thk u Lord <3
i love morning pages <3
n now i feel more alive, excited and hopeful about life. which for anyone who knows me, is a big deal. praise the Lord <3
i rly like this morning pages concept, i should prolly do it more often. the book says to do it every single day.. i think i should
i wrote my 3 pages of string-of-consciousness and loved it.. i prayed for my little bro who doesn't seem to be doing so well emotionally and spiritually and even physically.. i prayed for mom, who's also everythingly exhausted i think, for recovery. (last night i told her to bring a journal when she goes to Haiti's, x) ). i hope they both get better. i trust God will do miracles.
anyways so writing my pages was great..
i realized i would love to be part of a real competitive sports team again, like one that has practices during the week and matches during the weekend or whatnot.. i love the feelings those things bring, i love the extra social life/community it adds to ur life, i love the exercise and the pushing my physical (and mental, gotta say) limits.. mostly i love the 'alive' feeling it all gives me, as well as the feeling of getting better/improving at something.. setting goals.. feeling tired when u're done.. but feeling so good physically.. and that's without talking about the endorphins that make u feel so great mentally/emotionally... ahhhh :).
maybe some day i will go back to school (university) and be able to be a part of the basketball team or sthg.. i thought of joining the running/athletics team when i was in my first year, but u had to get up so early and i could never fall asleep early enough to be rested enough in the morning..
--im realizing this sleeping problem really has stolen much from me.. the devil has better pay back 7 times fold what he took away from me, in Jesus' name.--
anywyas. but i think what i'd rly like is be able to play soccer.. if i could join a soccer team.. and start learning w them.. but only young ppl do that.. i wish i could still do it at my age n in my situation.. but i did have an idea this morning, as i was working out -ish on the soccer field.. (i did a little barefoot work-out in the sun when the guys were done and i was done my journaling, :).) this is it: i thought i could come to the soccer field every once in a while (since i live right next to it) and just practice on my own.. i could look up youtube video tutorials and practice that on my own.. neways we'll see.
but that's the power of morning pages for u; it makes u discover things u would like and expands your life in a way, making u live a happier, fuller, more alive, life.. :)
Thank you God for Julia Cameron, thank you for the Artist's Way, and thank you for morning pages. :). i love u oxo
i also thought of starting a blog where i can store all my dreams and their interpretations. im pretty excited about that.
as well as a blog where i can "count my blessings".. im rly stoked about that one too. thk u Lord <3
i love morning pages <3
n now i feel more alive, excited and hopeful about life. which for anyone who knows me, is a big deal. praise the Lord <3
i rly like this morning pages concept, i should prolly do it more often. the book says to do it every single day.. i think i should
Friday, 14 June 2013
intro
The Artist's Way - A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity
- by Julia Cameron
I want to go through the book in 12 weeks. if i start this (almost past) week, i'll be done by the end of the summer.
This is a blog to help me stay motivated.
not sure it'll actually be useful, but maybe it'll evolve into sthg else, who knows.
newho i like it, 'makes me happy :).
im excited.. this should be a rly good summer
: D
- by Julia Cameron
I want to go through the book in 12 weeks. if i start this (almost past) week, i'll be done by the end of the summer.
This is a blog to help me stay motivated.
not sure it'll actually be useful, but maybe it'll evolve into sthg else, who knows.
newho i like it, 'makes me happy :).
im excited.. this should be a rly good summer
: D
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